I watched a video we made today. I cried.  I miss you with all my heart and soul. I have made a promise to myself to alweays and forever keep your love alive in my heart.  You said I would know and I would know the truth one day. My sweet darling one day has arrived
                
                        Today I woke up thinking you were still here beside me.  I just miss you so and remember at night the last thing I would say as you put your arm around me was perfect. It was always from the moment we met just perfect. Nothing could ever compare to that feeling. I miss you and I will always love you.
                
                        Today as I sit here I remember the joy and love that shined through him. I miss so many things about my BigBear. He was strong, smart, kind, and one of the most beautiful spirts to be on this earth. I am blessed for everyday I had with him and will cherish every memory.
I love you Ernie
                 
                        I will always and forever remember the love and happness that filled my heart the day we met.  Ernie was my "knight in shining armor" He was my safe place. I love him and will forever remember him with love